Oh dear.

We’ve been out of action for 8 weeks now. I’m struggling with only one thing.

Mental health is getting high on the agenda and that goes for me too. I’m generally regarded as being pretty level headed but I’ve one element in my life that tips me over.

It’s not money, social isolation or lack of pubs. It’s not my fantastic wife who understands me and forgives me. It’s out of my control and I think that’s why it’s the one thing that gets under my skin.

It’s irrational it’s off the rails and it fails to adhere to normal rules of activity or reason.

I’ve called lots of government organisations about it but none can help. I’m struggling to know what to do, where to turn.

I’m just going to sit in the park with the dog for a while.